Beria-ia betul kakak n abang aku nak suh aku balik, serba salah pulak rasanya.. tapi nak buat mcm mana, dah aku tak nak sambut raya n dah mmg tak ada feel nak sambut raya tahun nih..
Ni pun teragak2 nak packing2 nak balik kampung.. Balik salah, tak balik pun salah..Ni lah mende yg dok bersarang dalam pala otak shin ni berbulan lalu.. Pikir punya pikir punya pikir punya pikir, tak jumpa jalan penyelesaian jugak.. Ni yg malas sangat nak fikir pasal masalah keluarga yg tak pernah nak habis.. *sigh..~
Ok fine! I admit it i got a bit complication between me n my dad.. It happened two or three months ago.. He scolding me because some of misunderstanding beween us, not just once, it happened in many times, asik shin je yg nak kena mengaku kesalahan tu walaupun bukan shin yg bersalah.. I stubborn, he's much more than me.. Keras kepala.. Whutever it happened, it always me the one to be blamed off, n I just keep it in my heart, as the times it grows by, now it's burdened me up.. Damn!, I hate this situation.. It's not as easy as u'olls think about, it's really fuckin complicated..
Malasnyer nak terangkan, nampak sangat shin yg jahat nnt.. Lagi banyak cakap pasal ni nnt, lagi banyak dosa bertepek kat bahu kiri ni nnt.. adeih..~
Esok dah nak raya, tak tahu nak buat apa, otak ni betul2 ah kosong..~
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